how messed up am i??

so for the past couple days i have had a lot of things on my mind and yeah... thats never good cause sometimes i think too much. as i have been thinking and such (trying to see where i want to go in life and what to do) i have decided to mostly "seize the day" and just well... i have a quote (as you read my posts you will notice that i relate a lot of things to music or quotes or some sort of analogy cause i find things easier that way) so back to what i was saying... the quote - 

"Life is too short to wake up in the morning with regrets. So love the people who treat you right, forget the ones who don't, and believe that everything happens for a reason. If you get a chance, take it. If it changes your life, let it. Nobody said it would be easy; they just promised that it'd be worth it."

so that quote is pretty much the stuff... one of my favorites if you know me i say it a lot and that is how i have lived my life for the past 5 months wow its been that long... it has been 5 month since i have been a member of The Church of Jesus Christ of Latter-day Saints... WOW!!!!... 5 months time flys... any way its 5:30 am well about not exactly and the reason that i am saying this is well because i have been thinking about a lot lately and it has thrown off my sleeping schedule and yeah its pretty jacked up right now... like last night (yesterday morning) i didnt got to sleep till like well about now 5:30 am ish and woke up at 4:30 in the afternoon... as stated before i think too much...

so break from school is almost over well today is the last day i go back monday... i think... not sure... ill have to check into that... any way if you have made it this far you are special cause its late and im sure im typing a lot of non sence... im going home this weekend and get to go to church down there i miss all the people down in PdC... they are like another family to me... wow i havent been down there in like 2 weeks?? maybe o well i dont remember. 

well i think im gona try to sleep now because i havent yet... wow that was a stupid comment... duh... cause i have to work today and i dont think that it would be fun without any sleep.

hopefully all of you who do read this if anyone does or ever will dosent think im a complete idiot... look for more posts in the coming days... weeks... months... well whenever i have time.

-andy